night time blogging12:13 AM
Today I decided (once again) to start to blog more properly and decided to write this chatty post about my recent days. Last weekend was my last summerish weekend, which I spent at summer house, swimming in the lake for the first time this year (!) and tanning properly first time as well (for 2 hours, trying to make it up for all days I wasted). Well, it's kinda sad that summer is ending, because this summer was probably one of the worst this year (no wonder I liked that Maroon 5 song so much...) and I wish I had one more month to enjoy it... I don't want to talk much about it, but most of the time of this summer I've spent in hospitals and missing people, cause we all were too busy to hang out. Well, I promised myself and now saying it out loud that I'm making this autumn the best time of the year, no excuses. Actually I'm starting now - yesterday started to work out and last week started to take care (well, more proper care) of my health. This is what I was doing past few days - visiting doctors, making tests and arranging more appointments. Thing is, I'm not sure if I have mentioned this before, but I suffer from terrible dizziness while standing up (leading up to fainting), low blood pressure (yesterday my doctor checked it and it was 94/68, she was kinda worried and asked if I'm alright, while I just laughed, it's almost like my normal everyday blood pressure, I feel way worse when it's more than 100/70), headaches and just tiredness. So without all the tests and doctors, I'll take vitamins daily (and remember to take it), I'll start to go to bed earlier (not funny fact, this summer it was miracle if I went to sleep before 3 am, not to mention I usually wake up around 9 am and can't fall back asleep) and reduce alcohol intake to minimum (apparently w my condition you can't drink alcohol at all, but well, where there times when I used to drink 5 days in a row (I'm not bragging, I'm actually trying to show how badly it ruins your health) and I'm not sure if I can stop drinking at all, but I'll try not to drink as much as possible) just because I get terrible headaches after even one can of beer. And without all those things I'll try (once again..) to be as positive as possible. I was incredibly rude today and I blamed not sleeping enough (6 hours though), but I need to start to be more grateful and happy, because where's plenty of things to be happy about (like eating pizza for dinner today).