the pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body

5:53 PM

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I survived this week!
well...sort of. I'm currently have huuuge sleep deprivation, pain in my neck and knee joints, but heey, I survived this week!
Right now, only 18 days till my holidays and if everything goes right, only 5 exams till my holidays. If I have to sum up this year, I would say I learn tons of things, but most of those were about me and people around me. Well, one thing you did right, university. Anyway, I can't believe it's the end of second year already, time flies so fast!

p.s I'm not quite sure if anyone reads anything I write, but if anyone want to see something or know something about me, feel free to leave it in comments :) I have couple ideas of upcoming blog posts, but I'm open for your suggestions :)

outfit

i know my heart's too drunk to drive, but I'm on my way to you

8:09 PM

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Top // Romwe
Shorts // House
Bag // Lindex
Sandals // Lorenzo 

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As I promised, here is my outfit w/ romwe blouse :) I also did another version w/ black tights and autumn boots, but I like this one more, it's for hot weather anyway ;)
Talking about weather, yesterday was summer, today is typical Lithuanian summer haha. Hotness, rain and thunder. I wish we could skip this, is too hard to sleep at night when it's hot like hell, but you can't open window because it's thunderstorm :(
Oh and by the way, I LOVE that new single of Lea Michele. I used to listen to it when her album came out, but got little fed up (like always...), but yesterday video came out and....have you seen her??? Why I can't look like her? :'(

just moments ago

4:44 PM

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Doing my english homework - homereading (choosing text in your field, writing summary, learning words...); drinking soy milk drink and listening to my fav song at the moment. Now I'm off to sunday family dinner, I hope you're having a good sunday evening! :)

romwe

spring shopping

10:00 PM

Here comes apologies for not writing for quite long time. And here comes long story about that happened. To see the real reason for this post - scroll down till photos.
Soo, I was planing to write new post last weekend - I was way too busy to do it during week, and also busy equals not healthy, I felt terrible - pain, no sleep, tons of things to do. And on friday I took part of student's conference, where I've read report (in english. in front of people. unknown people.) and I was planing to end that day as make up artist (just doing simple make up for a friend) and going to one party,but guess what... Friday was probably the worst day of my life. I got home around 5 pm and of course had to cancel plans, because headache was so strong I couldn't think. And all my headaches also comes with nausea. I still thought I could make to that party, so went to sleep, because it usually helps. But apparently not that time. I woke up feeling even worse... But didn't feel nausea anymore, so finally took some medicine and went to sleep again. This time I couldn't even think about sleep. It felt like somebody decided to cut my head with saw. The worst headache ever. And nausea came back of course... I don't want to tell you what happened next, because it would be waaaay too TMI. But to conclude this, around 9 pm I finally got better with help of teaspoon of sugar and half of banana (this is kinda miracle workers - sugar works for nausea and banana for headaches, at least it did for me and my mom couple of times). I can only imagine how I looked that day, my mom wanted to call emergency, she said I was looking so haggard, like those people who get to hospital because of being haggard.
Anyway, looking on a bright side, I did recover pretty fast, I still felt little dizzy on saturday, but during this entire week I didn't feel any pain, while I used to suffer from pain every single day these past few weeks. The only bad thing right now is my sleep pattern. Yesterday I slept for 33 songs right after I got home around 4 pm, and today was almost the same. I just can't make myself go to bed early and of course I have to wake up early...
Okay, enough of pointless text - here are the real reason of this post - my current shopping:

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I think I'm not the only one who gets excited when some package gets into mail right?? And I was so excited when this came! The reason was because it was more than month and I started being okay with the fact, that I won't get this. I emailed their service girl and she send me the details about where my package is and it was in post, but I didn't get any note or anything so I literally thought that postman took my package for himself.... And on that thought next day I finally got the note! Sorry, postman (or postlady haha) for blaming you...


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Love the fabric of it and can't wait to wear it during summer! This is so coachella! Too bad I'm probably not going to any festival this summer, but I won't waste my dream outfit just because of this! And I promise normal outfit photos with this, but until when, you can see kinda scrap outfit w/ this blouse on my instagram :)

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I know I know... I kinda regret buying this, after all my legs are too fat for leggings type of pants. But I wanted them so much (I looooove leather on sides) and hey, I will lose all that fat, right?

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I don't even need to do my eyebrows, but I heard so many good things about this and also wanted eyebrow shadows, so why not...

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And I wanted light blue nail polish.... You have no idea how often this happens! I want one color, but get different. Anyway, this is my color and I love it! Too bad it chipped the same day and when I removed it, it left weird greenish stains on my nails.


So that's it for today, I wish I could say that I'll write more often, but since it's june soon, my exams will start and no time for anything else.... Well, I'll try... Have a good night!

friends

april memories

6:50 PM

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Feeling Coachella spirit...and saving money for it. I'll definitely make better outfit photos of this one, I love it too much!
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1. Starting metabolism fastening diet and getting so bad next morning... Don't know if it's really because of this, because I'm getting a lot of bad aches recently... This was my breakfast - apple w/ tons of cinnamon.
2. Overnight oats w/ banana for breakfast and recovery after terrible day...
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1. Driving to summer house. 2. Obsessing much,huh? It's not really that tasty though, too crunchy I guess... 3. New dessert for me - vegan chocolate cake in a cup. It was tasty! 4. Getting ready to sleep. This is happening way too much recently... :(
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1. Healthy snack before dinner.....2.....& healthy snack after.
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Going for a walk w/ ice cream on a hot day. 
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1.Spring cleaning: the closet - check! I got 3 bags of clothes I don't wear anymore,those I don't like or those which are too big. Haven't decided if I should throw them out or try to sell hmmm. 2. And this is something I'm talented at. I cut my nail. It's almost grown back, but this entire time was hell to me. I had chipped it couple of times, it's actually painful...
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Relaxing and meditating (and taking photos)

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1. Getting back on track. At this moment I haven't done anything in week. I got bad at monday and I'm really afraid of exercising... I know that eventually I'll start again, summer is coming, I have to get in shape, but I'm afraid of getting bad again :( 2. Healthy snack (or try...) - check. I never been big fan of grapefruit (just smell), but since my new years resolution was to start eating something new - decided to give a try. I manage to eat half of it...still can't look at it.
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1. Learning in balcony season started! Reading 40 pages in english about something I don't understand...definitely not my thing. Went to sleep around 2 am again, but somehow managed to do everything and hopefully getting good mark... 2. Eating sushi w/ friends at old town. I wasn't hungry at all, but still had to spend 2 hours at uni after it, so why not.. Talking about everything was good too.